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ambivalent, geeky, purple, ambitious, restless, ethereal, indecisive, withdrawn, paranoid, exlosive, obsessive, deficient, reformed apathetic, callous, hypocritic, here
amorous towards
logic, sunlight at 11:00 pm, people who don't try to fill awkward silences, androgyny, glitter, big words, math and chemistry, incense, books, broken glass, exercise, b-flicks, my space, fringe music, poetry, water (in any state: liquid, steam, or ice)
annoyed/repulsed by
indoor lighting, homophobes, people, sleeping, unambitiousness, most humor, inefficiency, those who touch, addiction, bullies, my unfortunate stereotypicalness, malted milkshakes
some light reading:
blackxdawn
incognizant
bloodyscars
sharpsecret
neutrons
glitteradore
moth-prints
amerla
the-regret
secretshame
xbrokenties
pinkkraze06
emogirlak
im-a-freak
ilubjermy956

I feelThe current mood of drummer4x@hotmail.com at www.imood.com
where i have been:
Regarding almost the entries 2006 and onward - 2009-06-19
middle of the night fall apart (I'm back) - 2009-06-19
relaxing on the weekend - 2007-06-09
giddy - 2007-04-22
Not coming home...ever? - 2007-04-14

Regarding almost the entries 2006 and onward at 2:37 a.m. on 2009-06-19


Reading over the last few entries it appears that diaryland only comes to mind when I am drunk, depressed, and nostalgic. And I always mention how "uncreative" I'm feeling.
Shit, I'm sorry about that. It was only fifteen minutes ago, but shit.
It's not so bad, really.
It doesn't have to do with anyone or any thing.
I am just fine.
Things are just fine.

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